I was talking to a new friend the other night and he wanted to know just when I realized I was gay. I told him that I realized that boys interested me from the time I was about 5 or 6. I used to live in the city of London and our house was next to a city playground and across from a football park. Every time there was a ball game, a friend and I would sneak into the gym and watch the men change into their uniforms. I’m not sure I realized it was sex I was interested in at the time, but I knew I liked to see hairy asses and especially in jockstraps.

Later on I found that I could have feelings of love for some of my male classmates that were as intense as the feelings I had for the girls. By my junior year of high school, I knew I wanted to have sex with Luke, but I didn’t know how to approach him. I remember that I always kept track of where he was, and tried to be near him as much as possible. He was older than I by almost two years, since I started first grade at 5 and he had been kept back one year.

At the end of the school year that summer the junior and senior shop classes had a picnic at a large lake north of the city about 30 miles. If I was bad about Luke in class, imagine how it was for me when I saw him in a bathing suit. He could have asked me to do almost anything and I would have agreed.

Luke and Diego had always been good friends, and we shared a mutual friend in Evan. All three were in my classes. During the afternoon of the picnic, Evan came over to me and asked if I would be interested in going out in a canoe. It sounded like a good idea to me, so we took off with me in front and Evan paddling in the rear. As we paddled across the lake, we went around a bend in the shoreline and were suddenly all alone. We paddled along for a short while and Evan said, “Man, I’ve got to piss, but I don’t dare stand up or we’ll tip over. How about if we pull in to shore for a minute?”

I agreed, and we headed toward a spot where we could get ashore. We tied up the canoe and Evan headed up a narrow path. He stood at the top of the bank and pulled down his trunks. I could see that he had a nice looking cock, and when he was done pissing, he gave it a few tugs and it started to grow. I found this to be exciting and could feel my own dick stir.

Evan said, “I wonder where this path goes? Should we check it out?” Without waiting for an answer he headed along the path. I scrambled up the bank and caught up with him. We walked along until we came to a clearing. Evan stopped short and put his hand out to signal me to stop.

In the clearing, lying on a blanket, were Luke and Diego. At first I didn’t know who it was, because Luke was kissing Diego so I couldn’t see either of their faces. What I could see was that their hands were busy working on each other’s cocks. Evan whispered that we should stay very quiet and we’d get a good show. Almost immediately Luke sat up and removed Diego’s bathing suit. Then he stood up, removed his own, and knelt over Diego’s face. He had his back toward us, so it was left to our imaginations what he was doing. Whatever it was, it brought Diego’s long tapered cock to attention. From the way that Luke was undulating his hips, it was obvious that he was fucking Diego’s mouth and I only wished I could see better.

Evan must have read my mind, because he moved back down the path a bit and quietly walked to a spot where we could see what was happening.

Even from a distance Luke’s cock was stunning. I always knew it would be beautiful. And his balls were quite heavy too. I didn’t realize it at first, but Evan had let me get in front when we moved, so he was standing behind me now. I was suddenly aware that his breathing was quite heavy, and when I turned around I saw that his cock was out and he was caressing it as he watched. I looked at it and then decided to do the same. As I slid my suit down and took old peter in my hand, Evan moved up close behind me and whispered, “I’ll do that for you if you want me to.” With that he slid his arms around my waist and went straight for the cock. I almost came when he first touched me. He realized I was close and only held it without moving.

Part 2

Meanwhile, on the blanket, Luke had turned around and was putting his cock back into Diego’s waiting mouth. Then he leaned forward and took Diego’s tool in his hand and gave it a few strokes. He took it into his mouth and I stared in fascination as his lips moved all the way down to the base. Evan whispered, “Isn’t that fantastic?” It sure as hell was! Now Diego and Luke really went to town, and before long Luke pulled Diego’s legs up and began to caress Diego’s ass. I could see his fingertips as they searched for the small opening. Once he had found it, he wet his finger and then slowly inserted it. Now Diego began to buck up and down and Luke just held his head still. As Diego fucked his mouth, Luke pumped his own ass in slow motion and I could watch his thick cock go in and out of Diego’s sucking lips.

I whispered to Evan that I was going to come, and Evan turned me around a bit and knelt down in front of me. He squeezed my throbbing cock and then gently caressed it while I watched the scene in the clearing. Suddenly I felt the tingling in my balls that means I’m about to come and then the rushing of that load up to the end of my cock and out through the small opening. I sprayed cum all over Evan’s face, but he seemed to like it. (As you can see, I still had a bit to learn).

The scene in the clearing had heated up too. Luke was working on Diego’s cock and Diego was moving his ass like ninety miles an hour. All of a sudden, Luke pulled Diego’s cock out of his mouth and jerked him to a finish. Diego seemed to cum forever and Luke licked it up like it was honey. Then he straightened up and let his own load go all over Diego. All in all, there was a lot of cum let loose in a few minutes time. Poor Evan hadn’t gotten his rocks off yet, but that got taken care of in a short while.

The big shock of the day was when I found out that this whole scene had been carefully planned and staged by the other three. They had been aware of vibrations from me, and were determined that I would gladly join with them if I had the chance. I was surprised, but felt good that they wanted to include me in their games. That was really the beginning of a long relationship among us. In fact, Evan and I are still in touch today. There have been some years when we kept in touch but didn’t see each other because Evan moved to Dublin, but today we are still glad to see each other.

Well, that was my coming out party. Considering that I started jerking off when I was 12, I had been getting ready for quite a while.