Cure for the narcissism

Pushing the sheets away, Oliver Youngblood set up and stared at the money on the bedside table and felt nausea rise up. Running for the bathroom, this guy barely made it to the shitter previous to retching anything he’d managed to eat in the past eight hours. this chab heaved until there was nothing left. Pressing a hand to his stomach, that guy reached up to flush the toilet. Closing the lid, that guy leaned on it for a moment.

How could that stud treat him this way? Refusing to think about it, that guy got up slowly and turned on the water at the sink. Rinsing his mouth, this guy splashed water on his face and glanced up at the mirror right above the sink. dark obsidian eyes looked back at him bleakly. His black hair was sticking up from being ravaged by that man’s fingers. That fellow liked that, grabbing at his hair, it had felt good, now the thought sickened him. Bringing a trembling hand up to touch the corner of his lip, this guy winced at the bruise there. He’d gotten it the day in advance of. It was too the main reason why he was standing here wishing that this guy could just undo the past twenty-four hours.

“I live for me,” this guy whispered to the slender man looking back at him in the mirror. Maybe if he said it a billion times, this chab might start believing in it. Shaking, this guy turned away from the sight of his body marked with love bites, that guy stumbled into the shower and turned it as sexy as his skin could handle. Grabbing a loafer, this chab started scrubbing at his skin.

Thinking about his life, he wondered what would make that stud think that this chab needed to be paid for having sex. this chab was a child that had grown up in a very normal family, his mother was a doctor at the town hospital, and his father was an executive at an accounting firm. that guy was their solely son and hadn’t lacked for everything material. Even their love was freely offered, this guy thought as this chab cleaned the stench of that bastard off his body. Now at nineteen, how was it that this chab was turning into a person who couldn’t discover a man to love him for him? Touching a delicate spot on his neck, that guy closed his eyes at the memory of a soft kiss and murmured words, arms rubbing up his back, and pulling him tightly into a very hard and deliciously hot body. He’d been going eager at the heat. His heart pounding so fast, he’d thought that guy was going to pass out from all the sensations.

How foolish could that guy get? Tears spilled out and this guy let out a harsh breath. this chab wasn’t going to cry about this. He’d walked into it with eyes wide open, and he was going to walk away equally sober.

Reaching for shampoo, that guy dumped a huge amount of the mint scented soap on his hair and started scrubbing it vigorously. The scrubbing allowed him to think clearly, and the image of that bastard fully insinuated itself in his head. Helix Levin. he was a senior at the Tokyo University, working on the last semester of his engineering degree. this guy was considered the best in his class; they’d named him class president for it. His family would take nothing less anyway, Oliver thought with a bit of awe. Thinking about the Matsumoto family made him want to shudder in ache. They were probably the reason why Helix was treating him this way. His own parents might accept that this chab was gay, but that family wouldn’t. There son’s life was already planned out and it included a flawless wife, who would then produce flawless children and they could have a fucking consummate life together.

Moving beneath the hawt water, Oliver scrubbed at his hair hoping to receive rid of Helix’s scent, he didn’t crave to think about him ever again. He’d known things might turn out this way, but for that bastard to leave money after the night they’d had, it made him feel so cheap. The water was soothing on his constricted muscles; this chab allowed himself an supplementary minute. Turning off the knobs, that guy reached out for the big fluffy towel on the rail just outside the shower and paused when that guy couldn’t discover it. this chab sighed, an exaggerated sound, previous to that guy stepped out of the stall to find some other towel in the cupboards.

Helix need to have taken a shower before this guy left. How he hadn’t heard anything at all was testament to how tired he’d been last night. Grumbling below his breath in irritation, this chab was reaching for a recent towel, when this chab was suddenly covered by a very warm one from behind. rock hard arms wrapped around him and this guy was lifted up, making him gasp in surprise.

“You woke up,” Helix told as he carried him into the bedroom.

“Put me down,” Oliver demanded abhoring how worthy it felt to be held so gently. “Put me down right now, and get out.”

“Oliver,” Helix questioned as that guy placed him down carefully on the bed making sure that he was seated on the edge. “What’s wrong?”

Eyes down, not wanting to even think about it, Oliver pointed to the bedside table. “Take that with you, I’m not for sale.”

He heard Helix gasp, but this guy didn’t look up to see why. he just couldn’t, not when each thing inside him wanted to jump into those arms and snuggle closer into Helix’s warmth. that guy breathed out harshly and clung to the warm towel. It was going to take more than months to receive throughout this one, that guy decided. His heart was torn to little pieces and a giant shark was already eating ’em. Gods, this guy was so stupid.

“What are you pointing at, Oliver, and why are u crying? Who abased u like that?” Helix asked quietly.

How dare that guy? Anger running through him, Oliver met warm dark eyes and shouted. “You did, how can u leave me cash for services rendered? I thought u cared about me. final night, it felt like u might wish me for me, but now, well, I’m the silly one. I should have known. I was so glad to have you holding me; I didn’t stop to think-

“Oliver,” Helix cut him off by holding his shoulders gently and shaking him. “Are u talking about the specie on the bedside table?”

Oliver blinked at him. How much greater amount did this dude think he could take? Looking away from the heat of these eyes, this guy nodded.

“I forgot that there this morning when I left.” Helix sighed and ran fingers throughout his own hair. “I’m so sorry, if you thought-, Oliver-chan, don’t you know my heart even now? Haven’t u seen it?”

Oliver sighed. that guy thought this chab had last night. He’d thought he’d felt it. Touching the bruise on the corner of his lip, he looked up at his lover. clothed in a simple white shirt and matching slacks, Helix looked each bit like the dream guy he’d been imagining in his life forever. that guy had a impressive face, and his body was perfection, toned muscle that hid implacable strength. those fists had punched out the group of hooligans who’d been mugging him at the corner store the night previous to. He’d been so surprised to see Helix there that when the fellow had urged him to receive in his car, he’d followed without question.

“Oliver,” Helix said softly. “Has this happened to you before?”

Trembling, Oliver nodded sluggishly and looked up to meet warm eyes once more. “He was a gym tutor. I thought that guy loved me, but I was just fooling myself. If it’s the same with you-

“I’m sorry,” Helix said quietly, pulling him into an abrupt hug. “I desire you to be mine, Oliver. I could not at any time do everything so horrible to u. final night was the most good night in my life. Please don’t send me away.”

“What about your family, and who you are, what about your wife, and-

“Wow, I don’t think I should ever leave you alone,” Helix told with a short laugh. Leaning back a little, he tapped at Oliver’s head with a finger. “You think too much.”

“So,” Oliver persisted. This was important to him; this guy needed to know that he wasn’t going to be replaced with some woman down the line. The shark was slowly spitting the pieces of his heart back out, this chab wasn’t about to give up. “I can’t lose you.”

“Don’t worry about my family, I live my life for me,” Helix told quietly. “Just like you.”

Pointing to the bedside table, Oliver followed the finger and was happy to watch that the cash had been replaced by a lengthy stemmed red rose. “You woke up faster than I thought you would. I went to receive breakfast; there was no thing in the fridge.”

Tears filled Oliver’s eyes and this guy couldn’t have stopped himself from jumping into the man’s arms if he had tried. Relief washed through him so hard, he trembled. Leaning up, this guy crammed his lips to Helix’s just as Helix pulled him onto his lap.

“You’re all fresh from the shower,” Helix murmured softly. Pressing a kiss to the tender spot Oliver had been touching in the shower, that guy smiled. “You smell like mint.”

Oliver laughed and held on as Helix’s fingers sunk into his damp hair. Eyes closing as he was consumed by the heat of Helix’s love. this chab was fortunate after all. this guy could find a chap to love him for him. As if to reiterate his thoughts, Helix murmured into his ear.

“I love you, Oliver Youngblood.”